why am i so sad all the time?

let's see what i've got.

dry cuffs on my jeans. plus.
business card from that man who was staring at me. "i'm a filmmaker!" negative.
rough hands that hurt when i wipe my eyes. negative.
used Kleenex. neutral.
the word "malapropism" in my vocabulary. plus.
less friends than a week ago. negative.
dead aunt. dead ant. ded ant ded ant ded ant.
the pink panther song in my head. negative.
art school. apathy.
new acquaintances. negative.
a fight with my dad. negative.
a negative attitude...

what a useless post. i'll probably delete this soon.