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what am i doing here?

i was sitting in class, and the professer was going through slide after slide of "imortant scultures" and dropping names and "you can see his expressive use of line to define a planer form..." i picked up my bag and left. i don't want to have anything to do with that kind of art. there are no important sculptures. sculptures are just not important. to discuss a form's use of line -- or worse, to pay someone to tell you about it, is just stupid. what's more, i thought most of was ugly and boring.

and when i don't have enough time to read all the things i want to read, and to think about the things i'd like to and create the kinds of things i actually want to see in the world, i hate that this is the way i spend my time. i feel like everyone else is in on the joke except for me. it's the emperor's new clothes. it's useless and joyless and pretentious.

fuck that kind of art. im not that kind of artist.