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we played cards three times last night, and then he came back and we played even more. i don't know how to entertain him anymore, and part of me just wanted to go to sleep. i'm trying not to be moved. when he left he said he would come back, and he didn't. he hasn't left his room all day. it's one less thing to bend around.

anna and i wrote a song today:

anymore

there's no trace of you 'round here anymore
just nail clippings that you left on the floor
a letter to me 'bout what you're leaving for
there's no trace of you 'round here anymore

i find your hairs up on my shower wall
and when the phone rings then i foreword you call
and when you're gone you haven't left here at all
i find you hairs up on my shower wall

chorus

i can still smell you in my pillow case
and when i wake think i feel your embrace
i don't know why anybody never stays
and i can still smell you in my pollow case

chorus x2
...anymore

i think i realized today that i should illustrate children's books for a living.